your perfect verse is just a lie

today i feel: drained
today i'm hearing: the postal service--clark gable
today i'm thinking: i will never, ever be done with this show

I am so behind on everything. But I think I can catch up if I take the time to.

I haven't read the book I'm supposed to read for Nazi Class. The author is coming to speak to us today. I don't know if I'm actually going to say anything. I think I'll just go off of other people. This makes me feel stupid and ill-prepared, but I know I can fake it if I try.

I half-assed my movement paper. And I don't care. Because I have learned next to nothing from this class experience. I'm really glad I won't have this teacher for any other class. I think we'd end up killing each other.

It's raining off and on today. It felt really nice on my head when I was walking back from class.

Tonight is our first tech rehearsal. I survived cue-to-cue! Let's just see if I can do it again. ^_^

I'm feeling okay, just a little overwhelmed. Hopefully the JubJub bird won't try to talk to me and my mood won't go completely downhill.

Where did my mixtape skillz go? Frustrated!!

I think I'll be home for Thanksgiving on Wednesday. I think. At this point, it seems kind of silly to leave at all. I'm going to feel rushed the entire time if I try to go home. Maybe I should call my folks and talk to them about it.

Hope all of you are well.