it's nothing that she won't allow

today i feel: kind of shitty
today i'm hearing: chelsea channel-surfing
today i'm thinking: today's been just a little too manic for me

Today started out being absolutely brilliant. I had a wonderful night sleep-wise and somehow managed to get to class on time despite not wanting to get up. Classes were kind of off but not off enough to draw any real attention to.

Then I got back to my room. And shit went down.

I feel so ridiculous for being upset about this because it's probably nothing. It's usually nothing in this kind of situation. But I am. I'm really worried. I hope that I'm doing the right thing. I hope that what I'm doing will actually result in something happening that will fix this.

Ugh. I need to get out. I need a drink. Huzzah for the beginning of alcoholism.

Sorry for the morbid post, guys. I just can't think right now. Well, I can think, but not about anything enlightening or entertaining. I'll work on my material for next time.