what does it take to get a drink in this place?

today i feel: exhausted
today i'm hearing: full monty on repeat in my head
today i'm thinking: it's time for a change

I should go to sleep. However, there's just the wrong enough blood-to-alcohol balance in my system that I'm too antsy to go to bed. It'll happen in a second.

Chelsea left a present on my desk. It's kind of wonderful. I don't know when I'll see her next, so I'm posting it here. Thanks, babe.

I'm in a really awkward place right now. I'm stuck between two people who detest each other: one who will be important throughout my life, and one who is (very) important right now. I don't know how to balance this without a confrontation between the two of them. I think I staved off all crises for the moment, but it was scary and hard and I don't want to have to do it again. They go back and forth about who is being more mature about the situation, but one of them is more catty than the other about it. I don't know what to do. Whatever happened to Confrontational Kiri who wrote books about why Megan Hall was an idiot in the fifth grade? I BLAME YOU, STACY!

You know I love you...

I want Full Monty to be done. I want to go back to working with Segun. The man could not keep a rehearsal on track, but, by G-d, he stuck to his scheduled times and didn't cause me hernias and was understanding that his actors actually do have classes that they have to go to and study for gee whiz. Oy. Directors. Are you really sure you want to keep this up, Kiri? The answer: no. But so long as I have a theatre company getting set up for me in Chicago, I'll ride it out.

Oy.

I hope I catch up on sleep this summer.