you're just somebody that i used to know

today i feel: antsy
today i'm hearing: m ward -- sad, sad song
today i'm thinking: too fast

Things I Have to do This Week
1. Finish Hübener essay (I'm halfway through!)
2. Write Mengele essay
3. Write German essay (the shortest and hardest; go figure)
4. Fix/practise monologue
5. Pack (HA!)
6. Come up with, not one, but two designs for my fucking make-up final fuck you fuck you fuck you.

Finals are not wonderful. But mix tapes are. And I've been making a lot of them this past week, mostly to deal with Feelings. Feelings are things I no longer care for. Feelings are a salty bitch. Feelings and I are not on speaking terms as of right now. However, I sense Feelings will cave sooner or later and buy me flowers or perhaps a nice fruit basket and we will be okay again.

For those who were/are interested: we talked. And I did not win, but I also did not cry. I think this is very important. Needless to say, I now feel that I can flirt with Carbondale Paige or Bozarth or anybody, really, and not feel guilty for it (not that I have been feeling terribly guilty for the past while, but that's not really important right now).

I'm coming home Thursday. Hopefully the icy tundra will not devour me whole.