how i wish how i wish

today i feel: strange
today i'm hearing: house sounds
today i'm thinking: read on

Things I Am Thinking About Right Now
I could not afford to buy a new pair of sneakers, but I did anyhow. I think I might have to return them in a couple of days.
My feet are never as cold as when I'm in this house.
I'm too scared to settle.
I miss you. But I don't care if you're missing me.
I want to clean and clean until there's nothing I recognise in this room.
I do not have a right to be sad.
I wish Christmas were over so we could start over again.
I'm never actually going to read any of the books Matt bought me.
I should've worked harder in Geology.
I wish my grandparents would die so my mother could live again.
I think I might be a horrible person.

I'm gonna go read until I can't open my eyes anymore.