i scribbled and erased a thousand times

today i feel: good
today i'm hearing: ben folds--tiny dancer (cover)
today i'm thinking: there is reason to the world

I'm actually getting things done! This is very exciting to me. I'm glad it's happening. Granted, I'm not getting nearly as much done as I would like, but it's better than what I expected. I've crossed three things off my 'To Do' list and I'll be starting on a fourth in just a couple minutes. It feels good to be productive. I'm feeling really good.

Randy has informed me that I'm not allowed to fast on Yom Kippur anymore. I...kind of fucked myself up yesterday. It was the annual USITT kickball tournament: it was over ninety degrees, sunny and dry. My body flipped out like crazy. I should've have gone without something in my stomach, but I did. When Randy saw me around 18.00, I could hardly stand up without getting dizzy. And then I tried to eat too much too soon and got a really bad stomach ache. He put his foot down. I'm glad he did. I think G-d's telling me not to be a Jew. I'm just not cut out for this sort of thing.





This is probably the most adorable thing I have ever seen in my entire life. And I never even listened to Nirvana.

I'm feeling a lot better about things than I was last time I was here. I had a pretty good day and an all-right night, once my tummy decided to stop trying to jump ship. It's nice to have good days. I miss them when they disappear.

That, and I can finally see most of my desk again. I am very, very excited.


Things I Did Today
1. Geology term paper (on Mount Vesuvius! ^_^)
2. Blocking exercise for stage management class
3. Wrote up company guidelines for Verse Chorus Verse
4. Organised my binder for Verse Chorus Verse
5. Talked to my mother (it's required, you know)

Things I Still Need To Do Before Tuesday
1. Movement study (whatever the hell that is)
2. Geology lab
3. German homework
4. Short-n-stout schematic for make-up class
5. Watch The White Rose for nazi class

Things I Will Do Tomorrow
1. Bi-monthly departmental lecture (12.00)
2. Counselling appointment (14.00)
3. Design meeting for Verse Chorus Verse (15.00)
4. Meeting with my director (15.30/16.00)???
5. Watch The White Rose for nazi class (sometime)


I will learn to balance and I will find time for the things I need to do and the things I want to do. I think I can I think I can ithinkican.