subject: so close you can almost taste it
mood: tired
music: "the best of simon and garfunkel" (laugh and die)
CPCetc: hopefully everything'll mellow out again
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It's been a terribly long day. And it's kind of weird because it was definitely a schedule A day. Wtf?

I saw this kid at the library that I used to go to school with. I didn't really know him that well, and I feel really kind of bad about it. He's authistic (sp?) but that's not why I didn't get to know him. But he's really nice and soft-spoken and I can't believe I was so focused on myself those two years that I never just went up and had a conversation with him. I guess that's a sign of change though, isn't it? I can see now how selfish I was then despite the fact that I couldn't even think about it at the time. So I guess that's a good thing, but it still seems like a bitchy thing to do, not talking to him. Seriously bitchy.

I saw Zorro today for the second day in a row. He was sitting in our driveway yesterday and today he was on the front step. I called to him so I could pet him but he wasn't really interested. Either that or he didn't want to move. But I went towards him to give him attention and he ran in the opposite direction. Silly kitty. He's really nice, despite his eccentricities. Or maybe because of? Who knows?

Wow. Sorry, I'm feeling really absent today. Probably from the whole "not really sleeping" thing. Not that that seems to be going away. Oh well. Such is life. I'll probably skip part of a shin-dig I'm going to on Freitag for Temple. Maybe that'll take away some of the weird stuff in my head. I hope so. At least Haley won't be stuck there alone. That'd be good. Yeah. That sounds good. Okay! Going to go now because I'm not making any sense.

Kiri! >^.^< ~...mew...?