i thought i'd let you know

mood: blah
music: whatever my loudass neighbours are playing
CPCetc: introvert-mode...go!

I really don't have the heart to tell Jeff and Jeff that I don't give a flying fuck about power tools, but...I don't give a flying fuck about power tools.

There. I said it. Moving on.

I'm feeling very, very quiet today. Last night I practically talked someone's ear off just to fill up the silence and sort of stop myself from thinking for a while. But today? ...I just kind of want to be alone for a while. I don't really know if I'm feeling sad or anything. I think I just don't want to be around people for a while. Class was incredibly draining and rather annoying--which is strange because I actually do like my teacher and all of the kids in there--and I'm not looking forward to going to Stagecraft, but it won't be that bad. We all sort of turn into zombies in that class. Except for the kid that actually wants to go into tech stuff. He's lively and knowledgable. It's kind of amusing.

At least shop won't be so bad. I mean, Jeff'll probably stick me in metals again and I'll be able to stress-out my body and just not talk for a couple of hours. I like doing that. Especially right now.

So I think I'm going to get a tattoo and I think I know what I want it to be and where I want it to go. The only problem is that it might be an awkward situation asking someone, 'Hey! Can I borrow that picture you drew that one time so I can permanently attach it to my body?' Yeah. There's an interesting conversation right there. Hoo boy.

I just really like it. I think it's funny. Thoughts?

I think I just want to go to sleep for a while. Just sleep and sleep and sleep and wake up to everything being back the way it should be again. It would be nice if we were afforded such luxuries. Unfortunately, we're not. I don't think we ever will be. It's a lovely thought, though.

Some people tell me I'm crazy. I just say I still have hope.