mood: icky
music: john lennon in my head
CPCetc: shite shite shite and shite...
** **I have orientation in about an hour for my six hour job. And I'm gonna have to walk because JPalm will not be willing to give up the car. And it's starting to rain. Does this sound at all pleasant? Only about as pleasant as waking up with your arm asleep and your face all oily and greasy.
Kiri=big pile of festering angst. Sorry 'bout that.
I successfully managed to fuck-up big time yesterday whilst trying to be concerned and/or well-meaning. It didn't seem to work. And I still don't know how to fix things, if things are even fixable these days. Needless to say, I couldn't get to sleep and stayed up till one in the morning trying to figure out what to do and trying to distract myself by reading pre-teen smut. And then I rolled around for a couple hours, woke up a few times and freaked out the cat quite a bit. But I'm surprisingly un-tired now. Weird.
Unfortunately, I have no idea what to do. None. I'm winging everything. And it's not very pleasant. Fuck. Things need to be obvious again.
Again, sorry for the angst. Just need to release some stress. *loves you all*
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