tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36723262012-02-06T03:58:24.465-06:00are you there, god? it's me, kiri...kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.comBlogger5461100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-18928150477641335512008-08-21T14:46:00.003-05:002008-08-21T15:08:01.980-05:00

today i feel: outsidetoday i'm hearing: rachel's -- 4 or 5 treestoday i'm thinking: i'm doing something horribly wrongI need to get my ass in gear and re-acclimate. I've decided that's my main issue in life right now. I am not re-acclimating to my current environment. I'm pretty sure this is no one's fault but my own, but it is an issue none-the-less, and one I'm not entirely sure how to

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-52828291396819388152008-08-18T11:12:00.003-05:002008-08-18T11:31:19.382-05:00

today i feel: lonesome, but okaytoday i'm hearing: james k polk -- they might be giantstoday i'm thinking: i could probably maybe get used to this some dayIt is 11.13 and I am already done with my first day of classes. Rejoice!Another girl beat me to the punch, so I don't get to stage manage Midsummer, even if Schnauzer doesn't cast me. But I have arranged to steal the ASM position if I don't

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-25396841563836163512008-08-09T09:27:00.003-05:002008-08-09T09:34:17.578-05:00

today i feel: crankytoday i'm hearing: the washing machinetoday i'm thinking: is it next saturday yet? or, like, next year yet?It's not quite nine thirty yet.I've been up for an hour already.During that time, I've been snapped at by my da...three or four times? That sounds about right.I just want to hole up in my room and study for a good six or seven hours. But no. My grandfather called (

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-64068537329219019562008-08-07T09:55:00.002-05:002008-08-07T10:10:54.141-05:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: american justice on a&etoday i'm thinking: i need a hobby or somethingToday, I am puppy sitting. That's right: puppy. He's pretty much the most adorable thing I've ever seen in my entire life.I'm kind of in love with him. He pees a lot and usually inside the house, but he's also got a pretty intense bacteria infection and worms. I think it's perfectly

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-85790317534878266332008-08-01T23:35:00.002-05:002008-08-01T23:40:25.893-05:00

today i feel: suddenly badtoday i'm hearing: lem chowing down in the corner today i'm thinking: am i bipolar??Firstly, let me say that today has been predominantly good except for taking my test this morning and right now when I found out the results of said test. Please understand that.Secondly, let me say that these moments of emoness are rather necessary in a teenager's life, which I still

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-26763851908139640322008-07-31T17:47:00.003-05:002008-07-31T18:19:42.988-05:00

today i feel: pretty shittytoday i'm hearing: piano students. oh joy.today i'm thinking: i want to leaveIn an attempt to avoid ranting about family issues, I'm going to keep this rather succinct. Life in the Palm household has been rather tumultuous since my parents return from Denver. Mum is being an even bigger bitch than usual; Da's been rather on edge (likely due to my mother's state of

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-73593887401467216982008-07-25T21:56:00.002-05:002008-07-25T21:59:23.854-05:00

today i feel: coddledtoday i'm hearing: footsteps upstairs for the first time in daystoday i'm thinking: i'm already missing this past weekI just picked my parents up from the airport. Here are my mother's first words to me, prior to her even sitting down in the car: 'Why is the air-conditioning in my car cranked up all the way?!?'Wow. And here I was actually looking forward to seeing my

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-7244127904025286882008-07-23T16:49:00.004-05:002008-07-23T17:17:13.359-05:00

today i feel: contenttoday i'm hearing: rilo kiley -- take offs and landingstoday i'm thinking: my butt itchesGood Things About This Week1. I got a new bag!!! I find it incredibly attractive and am massively excited about its existence. Even better: it fits my fucking huge stage management binders. How grand is that? Pretty damn grand, that's how!2. My new t-shirt came in. It is comfy and

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-85827471268630262212008-07-19T21:42:00.003-05:002008-07-19T22:13:33.147-05:00

today i feel: panicked today i'm hearing: cat stevens -- tea for the tillermantoday i'm thinking: i will never, ever pass collegeFirst thing's first: Dark Knight is fuckin' gorgeous. Go see it. Right now. Don't even finish reading this; go see Batman. Srsly.And now to the panicking.I am never, ever, ever going to finish college. Ever. So here's the deal, right? College is cool and all. I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-32664096668019826992008-07-16T10:22:00.003-05:002008-07-16T10:30:28.107-05:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: jordan in the showertoday i'm thinking: it's fuckin' cinnamon rolls timeThe fundraiser went really well last night. Hooray! We made quite a bit of money on raffle tickets alone and everyone seemed to have a good time. Randy's flight was cancelled, but he managed to get a later one and so we picked him up and he got to come for a little while anyway. I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-19945895401778595942008-07-12T15:05:00.002-05:002008-07-12T15:23:42.019-05:00

today i feel: uncomfortabletoday i'm hearing: old mix tapes strewn across itunestoday i'm thinking: i want it to be tuesdayIt's almost my birthday. That's...exciting, I guess. My birthday is one of those things that I feel rather uncomfortable about it. You see (and many of you have already heard this, so feel free to tune out), my birthday is a rather cursed day and has, in fact, been so

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-61805112902192051362008-07-09T16:48:00.003-05:002008-07-09T17:09:02.540-05:00

today i feel: voluptuous today i'm hearing: my mum talkingtoday i'm thinking: my brain is fried from too much physiologyUnder the heading of 'Interesting Facts' in my Physiology notes:'Uterine cancer is associated with early intercourse (before age 18).'I guess you gotta go somehow. But...can I get a different somehow, please?In other news.I have become a certifiable snack platter for Central

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-26020951863145416812008-07-07T23:45:00.002-05:002008-07-07T23:52:25.537-05:00

today i feel: happytoday i'm hearing: george carlin stand uptoday i'm thinking: i'm okay with believing in g-dJust a few thoughts before I go to bed.Say hi to Neal, everybody! He's a new (-ish?) reader. You can check out his blog; there's a link to your right.I've spent the past three days almost exclusively with my family. It's been tough, but I'm starting to feel better for some reason.I've

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-51098166834529160702008-07-02T17:01:00.002-05:002008-07-02T17:23:52.091-05:00

today i feel: stuffytoday i'm hearing: mum and da upstairstoday i'm thinking: this isn't all my fault, is it?So today my da cornered me with a conversation that began with, 'So you and your mother'.I did not stop him as I had only moments later caused some possible irreparable damage to his car under the guise of learning to drive stick. I did however allow myself a single, 'Aw Shit'.This gist

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-4666791783637667772008-06-30T17:11:00.003-05:002008-06-30T17:40:02.673-05:00

today i feel: frustratedtoday i'm hearing: nickel creek -- this sidetoday i'm thinking: still looking for that change...I went to Chicago this past weekend. That was pretty cool. Parts of it were really frustrating and enough to make my brother do an 'I told you so' dance, but the rest of it was really, really good. I got to hang out a lot with Marina, which was pretty awesome. She's a cool

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-85352382869281783862008-06-18T18:19:00.003-05:002008-06-18T18:37:37.255-05:00

today i feel: emotastictoday i'm hearing: the washing machine today i'm thinking: there's too much bullshitI'm feeling rather emo all of a sudden. Not sad, not melancholy, not depressed. Emo. Like writing lyrics on the myspace emo. Listening to Dashboard Confessional emo. Slitting the wrong way emo. There's no dignity at all in this emotion: I'm just being emo. And, more likely than not,

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-7048841806146767522008-06-15T11:35:00.004-05:002008-06-15T11:51:11.815-05:00

today i feel: dizzytoday i'm hearing: silence of the lambs on a&etoday i'm thinking: i had one two many drinks last nightYesterday was kind of cool. My folks were at a wedding somewhere near Davenport and Paige was busy, so I went apartment hunting with my brother. We didn't have a lot of luck, but he might be renting a house pretty close to my folks' house. Which would be nice for me, as I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-49498722323331674872008-06-12T23:11:00.002-05:002008-06-12T23:28:58.449-05:00

today i feel: awkwardtoday i'm hearing: hello saferide -- i thought you said summer is going to take the pain awaytoday i'm thinking: why is something always off?I should go to bed. I've been tired and headachey more or less all day and I know that this can be fixed by (omg) sleeping. But I'm restless (as usual) and crampy (fuckin' female body) and sleep isn't really gonna happen and Palahniuk

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-11405061283360192932008-06-10T18:53:00.002-05:002008-06-10T18:55:14.349-05:00

today i feel: lonesometoday i'm hearing: counting crows -- hard candytoday i'm thinking: someone actually might understand me. ...but i'm pretty sure they're dead.When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-91348487773646976232008-06-09T08:54:00.003-05:002008-06-09T09:05:27.251-05:00

today i feel: sick to my stomachtoday i'm hearing: the fan above my headtoday i'm thinking: long weekends are going to be the death of meKickapoo's over now. It was pretty cool. I met some really interesting Natives and learned quite a bit about their culture. They're cool people. I think they've got a much better idea of what's going on than we do. They've discovered a balance that most

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-6851685673585737392008-06-05T00:17:00.003-05:002008-06-05T00:29:38.410-05:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: a new mix for someone's birthdaytoday i'm thinking: i can be happy right where i amI know that he's overrated and full of himself and too pretty to be sad, but Bright Eyes always makes me smile. If that makes me a tool, I'm okay with that.I love working at the gallery. Grant's kind of weird, but it's nice to be around my da more often and to get to know

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-81078758268731111622008-05-31T11:46:00.003-05:002008-05-31T12:04:02.717-05:00

today i feel: awesometoday i'm hearing: david bowie -- rebel rebeltoday i'm thinking: it's time for a changeSo here is my opinion of May: May kind of sucked.Now, don't get me wrong. There were some pretty awesome parts to May (my last Castle Park adventure, hanging out with Erik, going to Chicago, not having Full Monty, etc.), but as a general rule (and in regard to my overall psychological

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-64181973884856938142008-05-29T22:19:00.002-05:002008-05-29T22:31:25.964-05:00

today i feel: up and downtoday i'm hearing: lem chowing downtoday i'm thinking: someday i'll calm the fuck downFor future reference, here is how to make yourself feel better:Winning at Solitaire + kitty + (Knitting(Ribena x Colbert Report)) + Awesome episode of Lost / Wine = You are a big ninny, Kiri, calm the fuck down.For your troubles:I's not cheeter. Must haff bin dog.Lost was awesome. For

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-41695440731302502112008-05-29T17:24:00.003-05:002008-05-29T22:34:34.622-05:00

today i feel: irritatedtoday i'm hearing: lem crying today i'm thinking: summer in btown will never. end.Things I Don't Need To Hear Right Now(but of course am hearing in the multitudes)1.) Life advice from my brother.2.) Poorly played piano.3.) Criticisms from my mother concerning housework.4.) Reminders that my parents (especially my mother) will eventually die.5.) Anything at all that has

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-47675128054562635412008-05-26T12:31:00.003-05:002008-05-26T12:39:56.089-05:00

today i feel: boredtoday i'm hearing: oogie and wampus freaking outtoday i'm thinking: may has been far too longToday is Memorial Day here in the U.S. I have no idea what Memorial day is or what it's for or why it exists. I'm pretty sure I'm in the majority on that one.Writing has become a very therapeutic, regurgitative process. Thus, it lacks any real substance. However, I've noticed that

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-63528032728787228022008-05-21T14:04:00.002-05:002008-05-21T14:14:09.872-05:00

today i feel: sickeningly reminiscent today i'm hearing: oogie and wampus chirping in their cagetoday i'm thinking: i need a hobby or somethingToday I'm pondering why it is that so many people I my age are either a.) just married/about to be married, b.) engaged, or c.) very close to being engaged. I think of it this way: I'm nineteen, going on twenty in just a couple of months. I have had few

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-55759779783117104892008-05-16T01:24:00.001-05:002008-05-16T01:25:43.193-05:00

today i feel: angstytoday i'm hearing: the humidifier saving my lungstoday i'm thinking: life's gross. and stuff.It's been a helluva week. Let me say.Today, I went to the doctor's office in a vain attempt to figure out what is (still) wrong with my ears. Apparently, the answer is nothing. My ears are fine. The shooting pains and constant frustration are of unknown origin. The doctor (my *

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-22613170269773238642008-05-05T15:40:00.002-05:002008-05-05T15:59:52.047-05:00

today i feel: lethargictoday i'm hearing: bishop allen -- the broken stringtoday i'm thinking: can't i just skip this whole finals thing??It's finals week. You can see where this is going.This morning, I had my only real Final Exam. I think I did okay. I was kind of apathetic about the whole thing (which, honestly, is how I'm feeling about most everything right now), but I went through the

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-13123049200119688122008-04-23T16:08:00.002-05:002008-04-23T16:17:25.022-05:00

today i feel: pretty goodtoday i'm hearing: the monitors in the computer closettoday i'm thinking: let's get this thing startedTonight is official opening night for The Full Monty. G-d be praised. Hopefully it will go pretty well. I've got my hair tied up and my ass-kickin' shoes on, so I'm all set to go. (I also checked with the lighting designer about cues, which makes me actually ready to

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-3227022304001116822008-04-13T01:51:00.003-05:002008-04-13T01:57:44.637-05:00

today i feel: exhaustedtoday i'm hearing: full monty on repeat in my headtoday i'm thinking: it's time for a changeI should go to sleep. However, there's just the wrong enough blood-to-alcohol balance in my system that I'm too antsy to go to bed. It'll happen in a second.Chelsea left a present on my desk. It's kind of wonderful. I don't know when I'll see her next, so I'm posting it here.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-4004581599727090692008-04-07T13:17:00.002-05:002008-04-07T13:25:44.267-05:00

today i feel: tiredtoday i'm hearing: new cd my da boughttoday i'm thinking: this whole sick thing can go away kthnxbaiSo I went to the doctor's today. This time, I took the train up to Champaign and drove to Bloomington to see my actual real physician, who I have never met before. He's a pretty cool guy, though. The idea was that he'd check out my ears and ship me off to the specialist if

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-33051537895189292422008-03-28T14:39:00.002-05:002008-03-28T14:52:02.875-05:00

today i feel: funnytoday i'm hearing: traffic outsidetoday i'm thinking: it's time for another chanceThis morning I had another romp with my good friends at the SIU Health Centre. The medications I was put on last week seemed to be doing more or less nothing: I was still having a great deal of popping and pain in my ears and my balance and hearing come and go. The doctor I had this time (third

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-43215469870360897482008-03-27T16:42:00.003-05:002008-03-27T16:44:42.913-05:00

today i feel: well-fedtoday i'm hearing: full monty stuck in my headtoday i'm thinking: the day is looking brighterThings I Love About Living In The 21st Century1. the resurgence of bell-bottom jeans, even if it's just in my own closet.2. achieving a full serving of fruits and vegetables from a single delicious beverage.3. pre-packaged tuna salad kits (they come with a little mint!).Who says

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-14746235173739911162008-03-25T15:25:00.002-05:002008-03-25T15:51:34.969-05:00

today i feel: sick and tiredtoday i'm hearing: chelsea playing on her computertoday i'm thinking: i could use a sick...week.I've been fighting an ear infection for a week now, possibly longer. I'm out of antibiotic, I'm tired as hell, I need my drops, but I went to class anyway. Why? Because I have been out of class since Thursday afternoon. And my Good Student conscience won't let me play

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-7372351766042012632008-03-18T00:58:00.003-05:002008-03-18T01:58:03.998-05:00

today i feel: pretty shittytoday i'm hearing: elliott smith -- new moontoday i'm thinking: fuck you, adulthood. fuck you with something hard and sand-papery.It's been a very, very long day. It was a long day at 9.30 this morning. It has continued to be a long day ever since. And I am very tired, but I'm pretty sure going to bed will only increase this issue instead of relieving me of it.I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-73214809357142671822008-03-09T11:13:00.002-05:002008-03-09T11:28:40.244-05:00

today i feel: chillytoday i'm hearing: wishbone on pbs. it's a good day.today i'm thinking: today should be pretty goodI'm home for Spring Break! That's pretty swell. I hung out with JPalm last night and have firmly decided that I will never let him spike anything I'm consuming EVER AGAIN. My Shamrock Shake became an absolute travesty. What a shame.Paige is in town! Hurrah! She's planning

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-59306619358661045642008-02-25T21:23:00.002-06:002008-02-25T21:30:13.917-06:00

today i feel: full (finally!)today i'm hearing: spiritualized -- broken hearttoday i'm thinking: the semester has finally startedWell, hello! Long time, no blog, right? I know. It is right. How are all of you?Tonight we started rehearsals for The Full Monty. My life has balance once again, which is pretty damn awesome. We only had a cast meeting, so I got done around seven, going to dinner

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-48483683272014866302008-02-17T23:22:00.003-06:002008-02-17T23:50:21.871-06:00

today i feel: inefficienttoday i'm hearing: ben folds -- silver streettoday i'm thinking: it's gonna be a long weekFirstly, thank you for your thoughts on my current situation. They really did (and do!) mean a lot to me. I'll be sending in my application sometime this week and we'll just have to wait and see, wait and see. I'll keep you posted.Secondly, please don't leave anonymous comments on

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-18881289129277720242008-02-13T16:29:00.003-06:002008-02-13T16:47:00.969-06:00

today i feel: pensive today i'm hearing: the postal service -- give uptoday i'm thinking: when did i turn into a grown-up again?As a warning: I have posted this elsewhere. So, apologies to those of you who may have read this once, twice, or three time already.So here's the low-down on Kiri's life:A couple weeks ago, my parents got this phone call from this school in New York. They saw me at

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-51263208393026159682008-02-12T00:00:00.000-06:002008-02-12T00:07:04.709-06:00

today i feel: excitedtoday i'm hearing: chelsea's melodious voicetoday i'm thinking: party time yay!'Due to the winter storm, SIU will be closed Tuesday, Feb. 12, 2008. All classes are cancelled and only essential personnel should report.'YAY!!!!!!!

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-44897644173761252392008-02-11T14:22:00.000-06:002008-02-11T14:56:46.395-06:00

today i feel: coldtoday i'm hearing: old mix tapestoday i'm thinking: who is this weather and what has it done with carbondale??So it's snowing. Let me just point out to Paiga that I was TOTALLY RIGHT about the weather following me home. For it has. With a vengeance. And now it is snowing this freaky, apocalyptic, pseudo-Alpine snow. It's, like, raining ice. It's white like snow, it clicks

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-75746100165698980552008-02-07T12:56:00.001-06:002008-02-07T13:06:20.730-06:00

today i feel: happily bittertoday i'm hearing: jens lekman -- your beat kicks back like deathtoday i'm thinking: there is way too much going onIt's been a super-long week. I've gotten the day wrong so many times, I'm not even going to try and guess what day it is.I'm going to Chicago tomorrow! Yay! I'm nervous. My train leaves Friday afternoon, and I've somehow managed to guilt Randy into

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-30043269802921068212008-02-03T23:41:00.000-06:002008-02-03T23:44:13.064-06:00

today i feel: all-around badtoday i'm hearing: postal service -- give uptoday i'm thinking: this whole sick thing can stop anytime, thanksDo you ever get the feeling that life is going on someplace else than where you are, and that everyone you know is a million times happier and healthier and more successful than you?Yeah. Kind of got that feeling right now.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-86224486436076354942008-02-03T15:56:00.000-06:002008-02-03T16:13:44.321-06:00

today i feel: achey and awfultoday i'm hearing: semisonic -- nevermindtoday i'm thinking: i didn't want to wake up this morning in the *first* place...My consumption has moved into my mask. Which is awesome because that means that it will not, in fact, be with me forever, but horrible because the pressure in my sinuses not only makes me look like a zombie, but also drops my IQ to that of said

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-70988909524812057902008-01-31T21:36:00.000-06:002008-01-31T21:43:35.287-06:00

today i feel: all-together awfultoday i'm hearing: the train coming through towntoday i'm thinking: it's just not my day todayI've got a very awkward feeling of lonesomeness right now. And I know I should probably call someone so that I'm not by myself and in a somewhat dangerous place (especially since Chelsea's subtext when I last talked to her was 'Call me or I'll kick y our ass to oblivion),

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-35646507392282558202008-01-30T08:22:00.000-06:002008-01-30T08:30:39.721-06:00

today i feel: illtoday i'm hearing: ben folds -- jesuslandtoday i'm thinking: something's up...I woke up this morning really, really tired, with a wicked sore throat. I stumbled out of bed and tried to figure out what was wrong with the heater, looked at my throat in the mirror (hamburger red), then stumbled into the loo. I hit my head on the built-in soap dispenser. I only have one bag of

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-20472543865480412632008-01-25T15:00:00.000-06:002008-01-25T15:29:33.747-06:00

today i feel: calmtoday i'm hearing: hello saferide -- my best friendtoday i'm thinking: everything needs to calm the fuck downIt has been a very stressful week. I'm glad it's almost over.Things That Have Happened This Weekby kirius blonde, age 191. Heath Ledger died. I cried. I am not ashamed to admit it. I cried like a flippin' baby. Then I had to do a callback. Very uncomfortable

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-14135919356723040102008-01-22T20:18:00.000-06:002008-01-22T20:19:34.996-06:00

today i feel: depressedtoday i'm hearing: hall noisestoday i'm thinking: .....and will continue to do so.Goodnight, Conor. I miss you all-ready.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-55705110295646510382008-01-22T12:57:00.000-06:002008-01-22T13:22:25.032-06:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: amy millan -- losin' youtoday i'm thinking: it's gonna be a long semesterI'm still feeling really up and down about a lot of things, but I've had the weekend to be busy and exhausted and enthralled and bored, so I'm doing better, I think.I've been doing a lot of reconsidering, especially about where I'm going to live next year. The option of another dorm is

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-17777222094213673372008-01-18T23:49:00.000-06:002008-01-19T00:02:57.415-06:00

today i feel: pretty shittytoday i'm hearing: marcy playground -- marcy playgroundtoday i'm thinking: fuckin fuckin FUCKIN bureaucrats!This is going to be pissy and sophomoric and overly dramatic. I'm putting that out here now so that you guys can go stop reading and avoid this tasteless Co-Ed bullshit (because that's what it is). But I need to write this out instead of just smoking and kicking

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-91396193953283847112008-01-14T15:31:00.001-06:002008-01-14T15:55:30.652-06:00

today i feel: rumblytoday i'm hearing: bishop allen -- the broken stringtoday i'm thinking: i feel better already!IT'S MY 500th POST! YAY!!You know, considering the fact that I've had this since 200..2? I would've thought I'd get to this point sooner. Meh.Hello, all you beautiful people! It's a beautiful, sunny day here in Carbohnduhlay. It is currently 36F. We're in a heatwave! Today, I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-57818605707557993652008-01-13T13:52:00.000-06:002008-01-13T16:01:16.289-06:00

today i feel: pretty goodtoday i'm hearing: page france -- jesustoday i'm thinking: let's move onI'm back in Carbohnduhlay. That's pretty cool. I'm looking forward to classes tomorrow. It'll be nice to have something to do, a reason to get my ass out of bed, etc. The past month has been entirely too boring for my taste. But now there are things to learn! And auditions! And SEASON FIVE OF

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-85923386572873524882008-01-05T15:31:00.001-06:002008-01-05T16:06:42.214-06:00

today i feel: excitedtoday i'm hearing: paranormal state. hells yes.today i'm thinking: i totally wish i was psychicI've been watching ghost shows and paranormal stuff for about two hours now. I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight, but I am so totally geeked right now. Man...I want to go ghost hunting. Tony owes me a ghost hunting date, but I don't know when/if it's going to happen. I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-76412534566201202192008-01-01T11:14:00.000-06:002008-01-01T11:20:29.549-06:00

today i feel: sleepy, but hopefultoday i'm hearing: bishop allen -- the news from your bedtoday i'm thinking: we can start again, right?Happy New Year! It's still snowing outside and Mum and I are waiting for my grandparents to call, demanding freedom from their snowy driveway. Hopefully, they won't call, seeing how they shouldn't be out there anyway, but we'll see if that works out.I guess I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-64049989776176538062007-12-31T16:46:00.001-06:002007-12-31T23:38:36.978-06:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: whatever da's watching on televisiontoday i'm thinking: i thought this would improve with time?Well, it's New Years Eve and I'm stuck at home with my parents and the dog. Again. Last year I was feeling pretty under the weather and ended up falling asleep in front of Night in Casablanca. As stated: ill. It was...depressing, for one, and I promised myself

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-6626802373146811842007-12-27T23:28:00.000-06:002007-12-27T23:47:38.423-06:00

today i feel: donetoday i'm hearing: angels of light -- my sister saidtoday i'm thinking: i thought i was the smart one...Today I got a letter from the bank. It was not a happy letter. But today I also ran some errands to return stuff that I did not need to own. So I have a little bit to cover my ass, but not much. I'm going to be working at the Auction Gallery (hopefully) come January, so

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-65924904133856630572007-12-26T16:53:00.000-06:002007-12-26T16:56:36.611-06:00

today i feel: accomplishedtoday i'm hearing: semisonic -- feeling strangely finetoday i'm thinking: i love doing this...So I'm cleaning my room because it gets me out of staining baseboard with my mother. And though I will do almost anything to avoid staining baseboard with my mother, I like cleaning. This is because I am a freak.But I'm cleaning and I came across all of my old stuff from when

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-7165917112217859902007-12-24T01:12:00.000-06:002007-12-24T01:17:09.724-06:00

today i feel: strangetoday i'm hearing: house soundstoday i'm thinking: read onThings I Am Thinking About Right NowI could not afford to buy a new pair of sneakers, but I did anyhow. I think I might have to return them in a couple of days.My feet are never as cold as when I'm in this house.I'm too scared to settle.I miss you. But I don't care if you're missing me.I want to clean and clean until

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-48513421325239588762007-12-23T12:03:00.000-06:002007-12-23T12:23:20.178-06:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: bishop allen -- the broken stringtoday i'm thinking: there are too many decisions to make oneI finally gave up on Bravo re-runs. I can't take The Real Housewives at this time of day.Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. Christmas is a very odd time for me. Despite the fact that everyone I know celebrates Christmas and loves Christmas (except for JPalm, but we talked

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-50268818413512093072007-12-19T20:15:00.000-06:002007-12-19T20:54:49.727-06:00

today i feel: sicktoday i'm hearing: project runway on the tellietoday i'm thinking: chili's was possibly not a good ideaIs it just me, or is Bravo's new show Make Me A Supermodel a serious esteem killer? Because I don't know about you, but...no one asks me if I'm a model and...I'm pretty sure I don't have a hot bod or gorgeous legs. And I'm pretty sure I'm okay with that, but I still don't

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-2919677178968603722007-12-18T15:49:00.001-06:002007-12-18T15:57:42.343-06:00

today i feel: tiredtoday i'm hearing: the grim adventures of billy and mandytoday i'm thinking: break is already getting dullI have stuff in the washing machine. I really need to take it out. Unfortunately, Lem has decided that I make a lovely bed. Moving is really, really hard.Tomorrow morning, I have a doctor's appointment. I'm trying to figure out why I keep getting UTIs. They are

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-31854617064765863512007-12-15T21:47:00.000-06:002007-12-15T22:33:35.506-06:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: 'waiting for god' on pbstoday i'm thinking: it's been a long couple daysI am home. And it won't stop snowing. It started snowing around two-thirty/three this morning and it hasn't stopped since. This also means that I've been stuck inside with my mother, Sam the crazy dog and Lem (who still doesn't understand why those old cats don't like him and that

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-45220317425865776582007-12-11T23:25:00.000-06:002007-12-11T23:40:15.854-06:00

today i feel: amazingly tiredtoday i'm hearing: chelsea futzing about the roomtoday i'm thinking: it's almost thursday it's almost thursday it's almost thursday...Both of my Nazi essays are done. The big one looks quite sexy, if I do say so myself (though it took Chelsea and I at least five minutes to figure out how to use the damn thing. Fuck you, Avery Dennison Office Products!). My Mengele

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-42616602686220358752007-12-09T23:02:00.000-06:002007-12-09T23:12:44.254-06:00

today i feel: antsytoday i'm hearing: m ward -- sad, sad songtoday i'm thinking: too fastThings I Have to do This Week1. Finish Hübener essay (I'm halfway through!)2. Write Mengele essay3. Write German essay (the shortest and hardest; go figure)4. Fix/practise monologue5. Pack (HA!)6. Come up with, not one, but two designs for my fucking make-up final fuck you fuck you fuck you.Finals are not

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-12464676802679501882007-12-07T00:28:00.000-06:002007-12-07T00:59:44.136-06:00

today i feel: deaftoday i'm hearing: new mix tape (in process)today i'm thinking: let's examine this, shall we?I was just in Mugsy's (the 'townie' bar of Car-bohn-duh-lay) with some school friends. It was filled with cigarette smoke and really bad karaoke singers. Pretty fun, all in all, but we sat about five feet from the speaker and I feel like my ears are going to start bleeding at any

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-51333219787573408942007-12-05T14:18:00.000-06:002007-12-05T14:27:24.085-06:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: chelsea's christmas muzaktoday i'm thinking: i thought it was chanukah...?I got a new template. Why? I don't really know. Needed a change, I guess.In about an hour, I will be giving a presentation on Helmuth Hübener. I have no idea what I'm going to say or if my keynote is going to work or if I'm even allowed to use it. I do not know. And I do not care

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-37594632461289516402007-12-04T16:09:00.000-06:002007-12-04T16:17:06.201-06:00

today i feel: excited and overwhelmedtoday i'm hearing: josh ritter -- to the dogs of whoevertoday i'm thinking: omg yeah woot david bendaSo I just stopped by my mailbox to find that I had two packages waiting for me. This is why I love ordering shit from the interweb: the excitement of getting mail has never worn off. (Yesterday I got a book, a video, and a t-shirt I ordered over Thanksgiving.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-22154524105637277142007-11-28T11:40:00.000-06:002007-11-28T11:53:23.978-06:00

today i feel: hungrytoday i'm hearing: joe strummer and the mescaleros -- johnny appleseedtoday i'm thinking: *deep breath; sigh*Things I Am Pondering Today1. Is there anything edible and semi-healthy in this house that isn't drinkable yogurt?? (In a similar vein, 'DanActive' tastes kind of like strawberry-flavoured cough medicine.)2. I might be able to get this essay written anyway.3. I do not

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-67241154739584576972007-11-27T22:14:00.001-06:002007-11-27T22:28:59.030-06:00

today i feel: shittytoday i'm hearing: burkina's tank and my own frustrationtoday i'm thinking: i'll never be good at anything (even though that isn't true)I'm going to say this because I need to get it out of my system. I don't care how silly and petty and unimportant it seems; I need to say it or I'm going to explode. And I'm going to say it here because Randy and Segun and Aaron and everyone

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-88920861510860657742007-11-26T22:56:00.001-06:002007-11-26T23:05:25.355-06:00

today i feel: productivetoday i'm hearing: nickel creek -- this sidetoday i'm thinking: maybe i can do this after allI woke up this morning kind of hoping I would actually be dead so I would have a reasonable excuse to stay in bed all day. But things kind of cleared up a bit as the morning went on, and now I feel like I can one day genuinely contribute to society.Things I Have Done Today1.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-48927639320380033372007-11-24T18:21:00.000-06:002007-11-24T18:26:07.666-06:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: aaron's idle threats to my cattoday i'm thinking: why does no one turn on their heat???I'm back in Carbondale! Randy has kind of forgotten that I have no where to go, especially because I have a small furry beast, so I'm hanging at Tony and Aaron's house until he calls me. Lem is FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. Aaron is allergic to cats. This poses some definite

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-5550499627552582252007-11-21T22:10:00.000-06:002007-11-21T22:19:52.169-06:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: lem's contented purring (finally!)today i'm thinking: tomorrow's going to be a long dayWell, I'm back in BTown! It's...not terribly exciting. We were going to keep Lem at my brother's apartment for the rest of the week, our logic being that he would have a much easier time settling with two kittens about his age than with two adult cats and the dog from hell

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-24246371189624614062007-11-17T19:16:00.000-06:002007-11-17T19:17:49.271-06:00

today i feel: embarrassedtoday i'm hearing: the cars on poplar streettoday i'm thinking: hmmmmLem just clawed up my next when he was climbing up me.I yelped out because it hurt.And then I realised how thin Randy's apartment walls are.And am now scared one of the sasquatches heard me and will attempt to come to my aid.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-55512243836489584342007-11-15T16:19:00.001-06:002007-11-15T16:28:24.742-06:00

today i feel: accomplishedtoday i'm hearing: new mix tape! (a work in progress)today i'm thinking: things are do-ableI am on top of things again! Yay!First tech was really rough last night. Segun was mostly upset at the actors. Poor kids. He gave them a very lengthy note session. Our lead was in tears. Oy vay. I was not on my ball last night, but I think I know what I need to fix and I've

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-67067127045336907922007-11-14T11:10:00.000-06:002007-11-14T11:16:22.130-06:00

today i feel: drainedtoday i'm hearing: the postal service--clark gabletoday i'm thinking: i will never, ever be done with this showI am so behind on everything. But I think I can catch up if I take the time to.I haven't read the book I'm supposed to read for Nazi Class. The author is coming to speak to us today. I don't know if I'm actually going to say anything. I think I'll just go off of

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-1691085580614824572007-11-10T15:19:00.000-06:002007-11-10T15:29:02.564-06:00

today i feel: efficienttoday i'm hearing: ryuichi sakamoto -- war and peacetoday i'm thinking: thank god for sanctuaryI am home! BTown is not terribly exciting, although a great number of buildings have popped up in the last month and a half. Very strange. But there are many great things about being at home. For example, a vast quantity of free, delicious and not-prepared-by-college-students

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-88820135258346331922007-11-08T17:16:00.000-06:002007-11-08T17:28:31.303-06:00

today i feel: up and downtoday i'm hearing: borat's theme in my headtoday i'm thinking: relationships aren't all they're cracked up to beI'm dicking around before I go to rehearsal. This is just a paper gig, so I'm not really inspired to set anything cool up. I'm just figuring I'll go, schedule a couple of costume fittings, get an actor's packet, and go hang out with Randy. We're seeing a

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-37110115497228224692007-11-04T00:39:00.000-05:002007-11-04T00:59:58.396-05:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: don reeder -- beautifultoday i'm thinking: sleep saves soulsToday has lasted seven years. But that's a good thing, I think.I hauled my ass out of bed this morning before it was even light out. I did end up going to that party last night, but Randy was wasted by 12.30 and I took him home and went to bed myself. It was really fun, though. I'm glad I went. I

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-68437802477080523652007-11-02T08:33:00.000-05:002007-11-02T08:41:19.590-05:00

today i feel: sleepytoday i'm hearing: old kids' songs stuck in my headtoday i'm thinking: ooo... blargh...I'm very, very tired today. I desperately need to catch up on sleep, but I have no idea when that's going to happen. Tomorrow I have to be at the rec centre at 7.45 for an early bird tour and then be back across campus to start setting up rehearsal at nine. Tuesday night I was up until

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-70873326364007263612007-10-29T16:05:00.000-05:002007-10-29T16:29:54.468-05:00

today i feel: strange, i guesstoday i'm hearing: a new and terribly appropriate mix tape from randytoday i'm thinking: let's go back a while, please?I'm a very bad friend right now. And I'm saying this mostly to Christie. I'm really sorry. I really, really am. Life's not going very well for me right now. You've probably guessed that from the emo blog posts and lack of returned phone calls.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-27162528003071542562007-10-27T01:47:00.000-05:002007-10-27T02:00:38.519-05:00

today i feel: drunktoday i'm hearing: everything in the entire worldtoday i'm thinking: wow. just...wow.I realised all of the sudden that I've never posted drunk before and I feel that this is an experience everyone should have, mostly for the mortification that reigns afterwards. And I know I posted once today, but then rehearsal was really shitty and I conned Randy into buying me a bottle of

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-40983413811613823622007-10-26T11:44:00.000-05:002007-10-26T15:24:36.534-05:00

today i feel: numb and goosepimplytoday i'm hearing: everclear -- so much for the afterglowtoday i'm thinking: let's rewind a bit, pleaseI don't want to go to any of my theatre classes. I don't want to go to the Hallowe'en party tonight. I don't really want to see anyone I know (with a couple of exceptions). And I know that that's going to be construed as me being sad. And I am sad, but

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-14977441140168300862007-10-24T14:20:00.000-05:002007-10-24T14:33:50.934-05:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: newest mix tape from randytoday i'm thinking: i'm so done with school. why is that?I should be studying. I have a geology exam at six o'clock. However, I only have a few minutes before I have to leave for my next class and I've come to terms with the fact that I'm not going to do very well in that class because I don't care about that class and geology is

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-29775260556257431642007-10-21T14:54:00.000-05:002007-10-21T15:05:27.981-05:00

today i feel: kind of sadtoday i'm hearing: semisonic -- this will be my yeartoday i'm thinking: why am i disecting the 'friends' theme??I got really homesick all of the sudden, and I have no idea why. I just know that we were walking around Makanda and it was really nice and I didn't want to leave. Because Makanda isn't 'real', you know? It's all sun and trees and bluegrass bands and I don't

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-74625650006671284542007-10-17T14:39:00.000-05:002007-10-17T14:50:54.261-05:00

today i feel: sicklytoday i'm hearing: ben folds -- rockin' the suburbstoday i'm thinking: everything should not be hurting like thisI'm in the College of Liberal Arts (COLA) Media/Language Lab! It's not terribly exciting. There's a class in my classroom right now so I can't go in and get settled and, quite frankly, all the crap I was carrying was pretty ridiculously heavy. Thus, I sit. And

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-72257693241480010312007-10-15T10:47:00.001-05:002007-10-15T10:55:09.783-05:00

today i feel: sicktoday i'm hearing: ben folds -- songs for silvermantoday i'm thinking: i need more sleepI'm having surgery! Great, huh?I've had this mole on my hip my entire life. Recently, it's started to look a little funny. Now, with my family history of weird skin shit (Da's death moles, Uncle Don, etc), I figured that, one day, this would start to happen and I'd need to get it checked

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-51716459674039785612007-10-12T14:59:00.000-05:002007-10-12T15:27:33.744-05:00

today i feel: okaytoday i'm hearing: ben folds -- songs for silvermantoday i'm thinking: let's start over a bitI'm doing a little bit of site remodeling, just for shits and giggles. Don't mind the mess; it'll be okay soon.If you scroll down a little, you'll see some stuff on our new kitty. Check it out! He's an awesome little guy. Even if he did climb the entirety of my right trouser leg to

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-18214798633374024332007-10-11T16:23:00.000-05:002007-10-11T16:40:46.574-05:00

today i feel: tiredtoday i'm hearing: m ward--transfiguration of vincenttoday i'm thinking: deeeeep breathsI pulled my red jumper out of the hamper and sprayed it with Febreeze. This is probably really gross. I'm just sick of wearing black every day.It's been a rough couple of days. I'm glad it's almost the weekend. This is Curtis Lemansky. We call him 'Lem' for short. Chelsea and I saved

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-50810102059287220572007-10-10T11:55:00.000-05:002007-10-10T12:01:47.875-05:00

today i feel: crummytoday i'm hearing: the air conditioner in my roomtoday i'm thinking: i am the cause of everything bad......Which I know is not true.I think I'm falling into cycles again. I am now starting the self-deprivation portion of the cycle. It might just be that I'm really, really tired and I feel behind on everything and I had a kind of rough night last night; I don't know. I just

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today i feel: grosstoday i'm hearing: los campesinos! -- we throw parties, you throw knivestoday i'm thinking: far too muchSomeday it will not be 80F in the shade. It'll be 79! Ha ha ha oh...God.Today I gave my first tour in four months. After reassuring my collected party that I have never fallen on a tour in my life, I proceeded to get my toe caught on an ill-placed hunk of cement, took a

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-19752882774768094552007-09-27T17:24:00.001-05:002007-09-27T17:37:51.415-05:00

today i feel: goodtoday i'm hearing: david bowie -- let's dancetoday i'm thinking: i must avoid vh1: i have faith in humanity todayI'm going to Champaign this weekend!!! Paige and the Osburn tribe!!! I am so much more than excited.I am eating Fancy Cakes. They are delicious.My geology exam raped my intellect last night. I'm surprisingly unupset by this fact.My mum said that I could live in a

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-54137365846501966992007-09-23T19:23:00.000-05:002007-09-23T19:42:24.457-05:00

today i feel: goodtoday i'm hearing: ben folds--tiny dancer (cover)today i'm thinking: there is reason to the worldI'm actually getting things done! This is very exciting to me. I'm glad it's happening. Granted, I'm not getting nearly as much done as I would like, but it's better than what I expected. I've crossed three things off my 'To Do' list and I'll be starting on a fourth in just a

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-25203823717383869692007-09-21T10:22:00.000-05:002007-09-21T10:39:21.918-05:00

today i feel: pensivetoday i'm hearing: the hold steady perpetually playing in my headtoday i'm thinking: thought is overratedChelsea's sick again. Which means that she's sitting out her morning classes and she and Matt are still in bed. I don't know why Matt is a requirement, but I've come to accept the fact that he is. He's supposed to have an eleven o'clock class to go to, but I doubt he'll

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-9685838957556267282007-09-14T10:36:00.000-05:002007-09-14T10:52:19.392-05:00

today i feel: weirded-outtoday i'm hearing: the hold steady--your little hoodrat friendtoday i'm thinking: some things never change. but that's okay, too.L'shanah tovah! I've decided to have faith in the human race again. It kind of came over me all at once, but I'm okay with that, I think. I went for a walk with Randy the other night and told him about those kids I wrote about last time.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-56909717601942753722007-09-12T17:46:00.000-05:002007-09-12T18:01:51.212-05:00

today i feel: sicktoday i'm hearing: the throbbing in my headtoday i'm thinking: i wish i could disappearI hate people so fucking much.I was walking through the woods after class and I was feeling kind of awful. We'd been discussing the 'euthanisation' of the mentally and physically handicapped in the Third Reich: how they were taken away on buses and trains and gassed in the basements of

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-42176691323527753002007-09-09T21:34:00.000-05:002007-09-09T21:38:47.717-05:00

today i feel: like shittoday i'm hearing: chelsea's sonorous tonestoday i'm thinking: ten points for today being overOne-Day-Play Day is over. Thank God.I have a giant cup of Constant Comment with just enough honey for me to know it's there.I have a couple of taco-flavoured Doritos left and a very empty stomach.I have a headache.My period won't go away.Tomorrow, I have an appointment to set up

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-68405493563776588472007-09-07T18:11:00.000-05:002007-09-07T19:09:53.458-05:00

today i feel: grosstoday i'm hearing: room noisetoday i'm thinking: mono? mono doesn't sound good...Randy's air conditioner is fixed. You have no idea how wonderful of a thing that is.I've been having a lot of ear problems in the past coupld of weeks, so I went to the health centre today to get it checked out. Apparently, the little tubes that connect my ears to my mouth are really blocked up.

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-54189673482668958102007-09-02T20:28:00.000-05:002007-09-02T20:46:34.955-05:00

today i feel: kind of hungrytoday i'm hearing: elliott smith--satellitetoday i'm thinking: oy vay...Every Conversation I Ever Have With My Roommate's Boyfriend Everby kirius blonde, age 19Boyfriend: Oh. Hey. Uh...hey. Kiri. Hey.Kiri: Hi, Matt.Boyfriend: How's, uh... How's your weekend? Uh, been?Kiri: Fine.Boyfriend: Cool. Uh...yeah. Cool.Kiri: ...How was yours?Boyfriend: Oh! It was...

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-58822978291524333312007-08-28T22:35:00.001-05:002007-08-28T23:08:47.757-05:00

today i feel: happytoday i'm hearing: friendsteve's beauteous voicetoday i'm thinking: red baron pizza does not satisfyIt's a pretty quiet night here in Carbondale. Chelsea's Matt is off doing God knows what and Randy's hanging out with some friends so Chelsea and I are just kind of hanging. I'm currently trying to convince myself that I should get in the shower. While the need is present, the

kirihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01189758945644065997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3672326.post-72089454238876466182007-08-24T14:23:00.000-05:002007-08-24T14:52:36.849-05:00

today i feel: insecuretoday i'm hearing: a mix tape with no track names. thanks, itunes.today i'm thinking: thank god this week is overIt's Paige's nineteenth birthday! You should call her. And if you don't know Paige, you should wish that you did because she is cooler than anyone else you know. Unless you know that one guy. He might be cooler by a little bit. My first week of classes is

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